ASK

I ask my head
I ask my soul
Don't know if my body
Could ever respond.

I smell beauty as I breathe my inner flow
Now, to ask or to not
Days spread appart and sparks that glow
Belonging distantly
With heavy gorgeous words
To say or to swallow
Ever quiet, ever slow.

Uncertainty keeps to grow
And I seem to touch, to reach
What I think I know
Within trascendental unexpected ways
Not planning but to wait
As each moment pass by
Clinging to wishes
Which make me realize
That I could have everything I take for granted that I already have.

Coming back, I turn to think
If it's necessary to be
I disguise my thoughs
By choosing some wrong words
Just because I know what I want
Now to be true,
I considere things as they happen
Atributing value and worth
Not sure either to express them or not.

Here it solves the question
If to ask or to not
Clear but not traumatic doubts
Follow me even with a tender smile
If days are sure to come
Is it worthwhile maybe to forward time?
Noone will answer but my heart
As I feel it to be the absolut reaction
That crosses heart and mind.

28/04/09